Mary Forsberg Weiland - mother, model, bipolar disorder survivor and recovering drug addict - was recently interviewed by
BetterTV.com about her new book,
"Fall To Pieces: A Memoir Of Drugs, Rock 'N' Roll, And Mental Illness", released on November 10 via
William Morrow/
HarperCollins Publishers. Watch the chat below.
In
"Fall To Pieces", which was written with
Larkin Warren,
Mary beautifully tells the story of her life and her longtime relationship with
STONE TEMPLE PILOTS/former
VELVET REVOLVER frontman
Scott Weiland.
Mary reveals the extreme highs and lows of her life with refreshing candor and unflinching detail. She offers a window into the world of modeling and rock 'n' roll, while at the same time providing deep insights into the drug and alcohol addictions that could have killed her, and her serious, recently diagnosed and misunderstood mental illness.
Mary explains her reason for writing this book and why she felt bipolar disorder was an important subject to address: "I reject the stigma that the words 'mental illness' carry and I'd love to be a part of the movement to eliminate it." She continues: "After my bipolar diagnosis, I read countless books on the subject. I had a difficult time connecting to them because my story often lacked the intense mania that so many people struggle with. I'm hoping that someone who may be wrestling with similar demons to mine can find even an ounce of hope in
'Fall To Pieces'."
Inspired by books from public figures documenting their own struggles - including
Brooke Shields'
"Down Came The Rain", about a journey through postpartum depression, and
Carrie Fisher's
"Wishful Drinking" -
Mary felt it was important to share her story, despite fears of how revealing her personal battles might affect her family. "Overall, I'm an honest and open person, so spilling my beans came quite easy, but memoirs and motherhood is a difficult marriage to broker," she says. "Keeping authenticity while trying to protect my children felt a lot like walking a tightrope. In the end, though, I was able to write about that challenge too, so the whole process felt like an honest entry in the so-called diary that became this book."
In
"Fall To Pieces",
Mary discusses:
* A childhood filled with depression, instability, early addictive tendencies, an overdose and a stint in juvenile hall.
* Meeting
Scott Weiland, then an aspiring musician, for the first time at age 16 when he showed up to drive her to and from modeling gigs for $8 an hour.
* The Fourth of July party at
Leonardo DiCaprio's house in Malibu, where the
Weilands arrived in long-sleeved turtlenecks to hide needle tracks and scabs.
* Her frequent calls to
JANE'S ADDICTION guitarist
Dave Navarro, who somehow always seemed to know where
Scott was.
*
Scott's marriage proposal, which followed
Mary's seventh rehab stay - and the positive pregnancy test that came soon after.
* The "domestic battery charges" that weren't true but that got
Scott back into rehab - and the supportive phone call from
Robert Downey, Jr. reassuring
Mary that she'd done the right thing.
* The "Weiland Wardrobe Bonfire" three-day headline-making breakdown in Burbank, CA in 2007 that led to
Mary's ultimate diagnosis of bipolar disorder, successful treatment, and a new life of health and hope for the future. Of the incident, she now says: "I unraveled. I don't know all the answers to what happened that day I just remember my true self watched helplessly as I fell into deep mania. Writing about it certainly helped me answer a few questions... but not all."
